I have decided to share some of my story to help you realise how amazing you are and that you have so much to share with the world. It took me a long time to see my own potential and realise how amazing I am and these are some of the reasons.
The first thing was I felt that I was never good enough and that I had no knowledge to share. I had put other people up on pedestals and felt that I could never be as good as they are. This had stemmed from childhood and it took me a long time to realise that everyone was wrong and to heal all of this.
The second this was that I had no confidence in myself which meant that I had a low self esteem. The confidence came when I started to look at everything that I had done in my life including getting a degree. This helped me to realise that I wasn’t stupid. I am not saying that anyone without a degree is. What I am saying is that is what it took for me to realise how amazing I am.
The third thing was that I wasn’t really happy. I may have been showing the world that I was and deep down I wasn’t. I have certainly had my black days where I have gone “what the hell is happening with my life.” I am grateful that I have never spiralled down into the deep depression where I have never wanted to come back up. I think there has always been a spark inside of me that would never allow me to become clinically depressed. It is this spark that has slowly become bigger and bigger to now be a very bright light.
Whenever I am out and about and I am feeling great I have many people look at me, smile, say hello or just stare. I absolutely love this because I know that my light is shinning brightly and the people are not sure what they are seeing, they just know that they want to see more.
I hope that this has encouraged you and helped you to realise how amazing, wonderful and beautiful you all are. 💕💞